BehindTheShadows

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Change my future by BehindTheShadows, literature

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Change my future

History repeates, but I'll knock it off course I'll break the cycle and make it all change So I'll love you and keep it this way Cause I've seen the other side Seen it all now, but nothing was different I've learned that, everything's the same Too bad, Ive put you through all the pain But now I see, and Ill make it all change As long as your behind me, Ive learned that its The only way that I could ever live my life Never going to take you for granted So now Ive seen and Ill make it all better Seen it all now, but nothing was different I've learned that, everything's the same Too bad, Ive put you through all the pain But now I

Surreal Truth by BehindTheShadows, literature

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Surreal Truth

As long as I don't have to see you cry, Im fine As long as you don't show your face, Im fine As long as you leave this place, Im fine Despite all the feelings I feel And all the pain thats so real Despite all the wasted time That I wish were really mine It's all gone, so long, now gone Im sorry it had to be this way I don't know what else to say Mabey it will work some day But now, it's gone Some say that the wounds heal I know now that it isnt real But mabey it will work some day So long, now gone Im sorry it had to be this way I don't know what else to say Mabey it will work some day But now, it's gone Never meant to do

Not You by BehindTheShadows, literature

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Not You

Can you, give me back, all you took from me Cause Im, just wishing, that I could leave Would you, just stop asking me Could you, let it be like it used to be Im tired, and I can't take it anymore Now, it's only left just a scar Cause you, raped and took my life away It's never, going to be like it used to be Been waiting, so long, I guess that you arn't the one It took, so long, to realize that Im alone Been waiting, so long, for someone that I can hold But now it's, all gone, and I feel oh so alone I wish, that I had seen it sooner But now, it's never going to ever come back I want, something that can never be I wish, it was t

untitled3 by BehindTheShadows, literature

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i find that its all worth it, seeing your face, its all i need, all i want, to know your mine, and im yours, is the best gift, that was ever given, wrongs have done, but its now in the past, try to forget, and all is then well, im sorry i havent been the best, i tried to forget, move on, to leave to hate, but love is love and always will be, so take my hand and look into my eyes, we'll be together forever, i know, because true love never dies

focus by BehindTheShadows, literature

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focus

open my eyes, and focus on the spinning fan, sit up and look around, stretch and stand, oops, i fall to the ceiling, land with a soft thud, and watch the ripples, realize that it seems almost natural, to see the hands of the dead, grouping through the walls towards me, to see the flourecent spider webs, covering the black walls, walk up to the counter, each step making ripples in the ceiling, look up and wonder, how am i going to make breakfast? give up on my meal, and walk to the door, open the port and look down to see the beautiful lavender sky, and orange clouds, walk to the wall, and grab one of the dead hands, renc

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i dont know what you may think, but i know for sure that, satan is online, hes spamming me with pop ups, and sending me mail for viagra, hes selling all my information, to people who know the price to pay for buying it, hes constantly watching my every move, on the other end of the screen, hes implanting his self on my hard drive, trying to infect everything, hes costing me a fortune, every time this shit crashes... i dont want viagra, a date, or a penis pump, i dont want loans, a new car, or a mini spy cam.... im going to fix this once and for all, by introducing satan to my window, two stories up

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you give it all to me, the piece in your eyes, the calm within your fluid motions, and the sinserity in your voice even my first memory isnt worth remembering, ive never felt in place, but its changing, im at home when im with you i feel safe (you wont use me), i feel loved (thats not a normal feeling), i feel needed (truely a first), i feel this wont be like the rest please, i know youll help me, its time to move on, but i dont mind at all, as long as its with you, im finally home

getting in the way by BehindTheShadows, literature

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getting in the way

oh god, why do you do the things you do? if my emotions would die and go cold, i could hate yo the way i should i wish to die inside, i dont want to feel, need to be uncaring, because emotions get in the way maybe if you changed i could still be a person, but what i feel now just interfears, if i couldnt feel then, i could tell you what i really think, but it doesnt matter anyway, your lost and dont want to be found everything is just getting in the way, of me hating you, then you put on that face, and hide behind it all, so youll never have to face the truth

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lost cause by BehindTheShadows, literature

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lost cause

i see your pain, before you turn away, i see the loss in your eyes, when you look at me, you know i know, but lie about it anyway, thats all you are now, so i guess your a lost cause, but i made that mistake, of not giving up, but ill never do it again your bringing this on yourself, but all i can do is watch, so im going to watch you kill yourself, but i will never leave you you know what you feel, and you know what to do, but i cant help you, because you dont want me to you shove me away with your words, and face me to hate you with your actions, but i wll always love you

bleeding me by BehindTheShadows, literature

getting in the way by BehindTheShadows, literature

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as you are by BehindTheShadows, literature

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Not You by BehindTheShadows, literature

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Not You

Surreal Truth by BehindTheShadows, literature

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Surreal Truth

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About BehindTheShadows

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
He / Him

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Current Residence: Shanty my parents call a home
Favourite genre of music: Rock and Metal
Favourite photographer: my gf
Favourite cartoon character: Zim
Personal Quote: YESNO!!!!!

Favourite Visual Artist

my gf

Favourite Movies

Monty Python and the Holy Grail and porn

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Either Tool or KoRn.. or Marilyn Manson..or Mudvayne or......

Favourite Writers

I don't have a favorite.. but at the moment im reading Terry Brooks

Favourite Games

All the Final Fantasy games

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, or my SNES

Tools of the Trade

My brain

Other Interests

stuff. video games, my gf, music

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BehindTheShadows

Dec 2, 2004

:yawn:

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im so happy!! one of my friends is coming back from texas for 2 weeks!!! yay!! im so glad that im going to see him again.. i also talked to one of my friends that i hadnt in a while... it was nice... and one of my other friends is going to a  marilyn manson concert tommorow!! im so jealous!! NOOOO!!!! i want to go!! ohhh well.. mabey next year or something....:sigh: :donut:

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BehindTheShadows

Nov 30, 2004

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Morning all! yes... I can finally get online more than i used to do! I live with one of my friends and its so much better than with my rents. But anyway. im going to eventually put some of my work on this site but right now im waiting for z to come back so that i can tell him what to do in resedent evil.... but anyway..... Tommorow i need to fix zs computer so i might not put my shit on then but later this week so just keep looking back and youll see it evenually! byez!

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BehindTheShadows

Jul 25, 2004

forgot

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ohh and i want to kill someone...

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BlackSundayAngel

Feb 22, 2007

update your godamn page ><

shadowy-soul

Jun 7, 2005

hey nice gallery. i write poetry too....so w/e. oh, the random deviant button is fricken awesome!....just a point of intrest,

lozer-bick

Dec 2, 2004

:BlackSundayAngel: isnt this a CRAZY avatar

BlackSundayAngel

Dec 1, 2004

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